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Sat, Feb. 24th, 2007, 06:21 pm

you shouldn't kiss me like this
unless you mean it like that

cause i just close my eyes
and i won't know where i'm at


mmmmmm :/

Wed, Jan. 24th, 2007, 07:14 pm

"I don't need love anymore, I don't need anyone to tell me that I do. I don't need love and I don't need you. I try and I try to make it work. I try and I try, yeah, I won't forget, I know, Love gets you nowhere slow. I want no more heartaches, no more goodbyes. Ain't no more real good love, only new love, but old love dies. Ain't worth the time that it takes"

Mon, Jan. 8th, 2007, 10:48 pm

...There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there


...Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this

...There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back


...If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

 

 

it's hard but i'm trying my best :/ i won't give in again.. i can't let myself.. i won't.

Thu, Oct. 12th, 2006, 12:17 am

you can make one mistake and it will ruin the only thing you've ever cared about. it will change your life no matter how much you regret it. and the worse part is you don't realize what you're doing until it's too late and your life the way you saw it is ruined and it will never be the same.










and it will never go away.

Fri, Aug. 18th, 2006, 03:13 pm

this time, this place
misused, mistakes
too long, too late
who was I to make you wait
just one chance
just one breath
just in case there's just one left

cause you know,
you know, you know

that I love you
I have loved you all along
and I miss you
been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

on my knees, I'll ask
last chance for one last dance
cause with you, I'd withstand
all of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
give anything but I won't give up

cause you know,
you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
cause I needed
I need to hear you say...

that I love you
I have loved you all along
and I forgive you
for being away for far too long

so keep breathing
cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it

hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
cause I'm not leaving you anymore
believe it
hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
hold on to me and, never let me go
keep breathing
hold on to me and, never let me go

Wed, Aug. 16th, 2006, 09:14 pm

things can never just stay good for me.. ever.



when i hear him i can see him
i can smell his sweet cologne
i can feel his skin against me when i sleep
where i won't miss him, i can kiss him anytime that i want to
that's right where i need to be

Thu, Aug. 10th, 2006, 09:00 pm

hm well things have gotten a lot better lately to say the leastt..
me and corey are back together and have been for a week or 2? idk i don't really keep track but our break or whatever it was lasted a couple days lol. but things are good right now i guess. it's not how it used to be between us but i can understand why.. and it's only been a week or 2 since everything happened so i just need to give it time and hopefully things will be back to normal. i shouldn't complain though because i'm really glad to just be with him and i hope things just get better and not worse. but i think things will get better becausee i'm not planning on doing what i did again because i know now that i only want corey  :) so yeahh... and um..  i kinda want school to start 8)

Sat, Jul. 29th, 2006, 01:38 am

life has been really confusing lately. i have no idea what i want anymore. i miss him more than anyone will ever know but i know if i we're ever together again, it won't be the same. it hurts knowing that he doesn't want to be with me... but i can't blame him. what i did was wrong but he did a lot wrong too even though he doesnt think so. i do so many things wrong though and it sucks that i don't realize it until it's too late. i'm gonna miss him a wicked lot.. i just hope that we can be friends... i can't live never seeing him again. but i'm gonna stop now because i don't want to think about it and be sad again.






baby, baby stay
stay right where you are
i like it this way
it's good for my heart
i haven't felt like this
in God knows how long
so baby just stay gone.



:-/ :-(










i'm a jerk. i know.
sorry.

Mon, Jul. 17th, 2006, 11:50 pm

Life ain't always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart

Life ain't always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day

But the struggle makes you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has it's own way of taking it sweet time

No, life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride

Sat, Jul. 1st, 2006, 02:10 pm

another day has almost come and gone
can't imagine what else could wrong

</3


i
hate
life
.







i ruined everything
i'm an idiot 
:'(

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